Maybe it is because today was my first day back at work after he held my hand through a painful week and I am exhausted. Maybe it was because his eyes lit up last night at the thought of "camping" in our living room. I watched as he made a bed for us on the floor so we could have an "adventure" after a long week of me cooped up in the house. Maybe it is because the fire alarm was chirping when I got home and I called him all cranky and pissy because of course it was his fault. He immediately called me on my attitude, kissed me when he came in the door and then left me alone as I stomped stubbornly around the house because both of us knew he was right. Maybe it is because Valentine's Day is around the corner. Maybe it is because he ran to the store to grab a 9 volt battery for the fire alarm and on the way home called to see if I wanted my favorite "Chipotle" chips. Maybe it is because he went to Starbucks this morning and ordered my favorite drink and then wrote a lovely note on it so when I went through the line 10 min later they had it ready for me and the note wished me a "Great Day From Bubs"! Maybe it is because tonight I am weepy and need to put my thoughts on paper.
God, I'm down here on my knees
Because its the last place left to fall
Begging for another chance
If there's any chance at all
That you might still be listening
I've spent my whole life getting it all wrong
I sure could use your help because
He is out there
A wanna be a good man
A do like he should man
A man the mirror likes to see
A strong man
An admit that he was wrong, man
God I'm asking you to help me
He is out there
Is there anyway for me to make another start
Could you see what you could do
To put some love back in my heart
Because it going to take a miracle
After all I've been through to make me see
He is here
He is a statement
He is a great man
He is the kind of man that I see in my dreams
He is a man of God
He is a giving man
He loves to live and laugh
God, has made me believe
In the man that you are
I love you
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